Today was productive. I think....first, due to lack of self-motivation, i missed class again, and with mom being gone, made missing it even easier. So instead of going to class, I drove around, and stopped at random places where I could consider myself working, and asked for applications...none of which were hiring right now, but like always, accepting applications. At least getting them and filling them is a good step in the right direction.

Spring Break is coming up....not really sure what i am going to do...my parents and siblings are going to the grand canyon, and have invited me to come along, which I may do, but I am not sure what mat and his family is doing yet. But I think that going to the GC with the fam will be good. its just the illusive lack of funds stopping me from saying yes. We shall see.

mat and I are better. not quite to the maturity level I was hoping for but on his way. I think he finally realized how much it meant to me for him to act more mature and his age. It makes me happy when the light bulb comes on.

more for later

♥ Em